as long just play this back later you understand later I’m fine with that I just don’t want to syringe in my brain really singularity okay all right that’s pretty awesome huh my mind’s a little blown I made perfect sense to me so I’m I’m really still coming down off the emotions of this having retold the story um you wanna hold this this is our connection to Merle I’m gonna hold girl’s hand actually touch these things in my hand touches back the small of his back um what’s with all the small back because he gets smaller down there um before we left you know Ben said to me he said you know what they say I was like well I say a lot and he and he said well one of the things they say is that don’t meet your heroes and I was like well as that should be dis what does that mean is that a warning and you know I rerun that rerun it I rerun that through my mind having experienced what we did with Merle and I’m like well was it worth it and and I was disappointed to be that close to him but not see him at all but I think I’ve gained an appreciation like I said of um just maintaining the mystique of the man yeah we met him in the dark we met him by the way it was it was just cloaked in in darkness like did it even really happen did it even really hi question it daily right right I do too I’m thankful for it huh I mean if it if it wasn’t real uh it was still an experience that I’ll never forget it just changed my life so from a practical standpoint it was um it’s still meaningful I think the whole thing about real not meeting your heroes is that you don’t I mean he’s just a man you know he’s a first album right here he’s not just a man he’s gonna tell you he’s no ordinary man but he is just a man and so you’re gonna meet him in his blood oh yeah he’s just dude but we didn’t really meet him in a just a dude kind of way so in our minds so this is what I really question is should we I mean we got Lance’s number now I mean we could call him we could be like hey let’s set up for real meeting you know mm-hmm or Drive up there to the ranch discuss our movie ideas featuring the man or his music yeah or internet series ideas right yeah I mean but you know and I want to do that we can introduce because I want to work with do a whole new audience of there’s no doubt consume there’s no doubt we should do that my question is I kind of feel like we should always be blindfolded when we’re around him yeah or you know what I mean it should be totally dark we should only work with Merlyn total darkness so all our discussions all the brainstorming happens in complete darkness pictures are taken but we have to be looking at the camera we can’t we can only see them out of the periphery keep it the same keep the mystique right but we come up with all kinds of great ideas and then we just execute those I’m willing to look at like edited footage or like footage of moral but being in the same room with him and talk shoot with night-vision is what you’re saying we could do the whole thing at a night vision project and that should be the name of his next album Nigel Haggard night vision project let’s keep project well the project around the album is called the night vision project but the album should be called night vision project and it should be a picture of merle in like green you know how you look through night vision no it should be black because you you can’t look at the album and see him you can only listen to how about its blah blah hey is it a movie no no we sell it with a pair of goggles it’s black but if you get the special goggles that come in like a cereal box we partnered with best friend cereal and you have to get the good friend cereal you got to get the glasses and then you can decode to the front of the album and you see what it looks like in a night vision night vision any investment the title and everything comes up all right let me go watch the whole movie with the goggles – there’s a movie