I think when my dad passed like I remember having these like Vivid Vivid Vivid memories of there was this book that I loved and it was called um stone soup like I remember my dad making the stone soup for us like and so I remember sitting it in in his kitchen in limrick like eating this Stone Soup and like I remember being like how is like a whole life gone and now he’s gone you know yeah told you I prob a bun on this does having your daughter in your life now somebody to pass like a very physical tangible Legacy onto um does that make you feel more comforted about your own mortality in the passage of time or is it now scary knowing that you know one day she’s going to be alone oh God I don’t want her to be alone she won’t be alone sorry I didn’t mean to put no that’s she she have people that love her and you’re going to last a very long time you’re so fit and healthy you know like sure you’ve been banged up in the ring a little bit but that’ll figure itself out