so the first time I ever thought about it I was playing Mario 64 I remember this and I go to my mom and I said Mom how many lives we have cuz like cuz we I was like I think I just game overed and you know you start with three or whatever and she’s like she was like oh honey one and I remember thinking at the time I was like damn bummer video games are way better than you’d be so sick if you could have like three you know what I mean you could do so much more but that was the first time and then I had like a little Arc with it but but I’m chill now