one person dead or alive I want to share my actual last meal with Steph yeah she great yeah she’s fantastic what song do you want to be played at your funeral Chasing Cars mostly because that was the song that was uh very important and special in my wedding video or in my proposal video to Stephanie and so it has a lot of deep personal meaning in our relationship and again uh with her being so important and and that being the thing that I am most sad about and and scared about with death is having to say goodbye to her and and not H and not knowing whether or not I’ll get to see her again yeah that’s the thing that scares me about death like I I have lived a rich full life right and I and I try to make sure that I live every single day to its absolute fullest but to know that I might not see her again or not get to spend another day with her again M that’s the thing that scares me and I’m sure Stephanie feels the same way which I mean that’s no she’s like get him out of there she’s like good R give him the boot